The Notesapp: For Grant

It sat empty, the armchair 

Black, bold, scuffed 

Home to the ghost of a man 

He used to fish, 

He used to walk, 

He used to laugh, 

He used to be 

Then he didn’t 

It began in his feet,  

Tickling his toes and grabbing at his ankles, 

A cruel, curling pain 

It gave him a crutch, 

Then a wheelchair,  

Then a prison,  

Forged of his own flesh and blood 

It reached his arms, 

Numbing his fingers and knotting his elbows, 

The deep, devouring pain 

It stole his steely grip, 

His bear hug, 

His kind caress,  

He could no longer embrace his daughter 

It squeezed the rest of his body 

His lungs became a bag and a tube, 

His breath became a beep, 

His heart became a useless pink lump, 

His voice became an automated hum 

The grim, gnawing pain  

It took his mind 

And then it took him away 

So, it sat empty, the armchair 

Black, bold, scuffed 

Once home to a family man 

A husband, 

A father, 

A son, 

An uncle 

Gone 

But never not loved